"I find it is easier for me to do 'what is expected of me'. I like to please. I like to be helpful and jump in where it is needed. Trouble with that is that in order to please someone, I have to actually pretend that there is someone outside of me. And there isn't.

What a wake-up call.

I have come to the branching of the road and I am walking the way appointed me. That is really all that matters. Now I just have to trust."

I just read this quote and it brought home the people pleasing thing that some friends talk about. I was reading "I like to please" and I had to look at it for a moment. I don't actually like to please. It feels really sucky. I do it because I think I'm separate and if I don't there's going to be consequences. I'm believing in the impossible. I've forgotton who I am and forgotten my Source which only extends and sees only love or a call for love - it doesn't really do anything at all. It just Is It would give anything to anyone because it lacks nothing and is whole and complete and sees only that. It's not behavioural. And I can feel my mind coming up with all these situational but what about this and that and in that situation and IT is still the same. Form is nothing to IT. Content is everything. Thankyou Father. Thy Will Be Done.